I am getting married today! It's scaring me to think that someone is getting this close to me, without running away. I do love her, I love her a lot, I'm just not used to having this kid of love and trust. My soon to be wife, Joanne, has helped me grow as a person, and reach my full potential in life. I now fully understand why I went through all I did. She is my reward and I can't be more thankful. Having someone to open up to, someone that knows me for who I truly am, the good and the bad, that means more to me then she will ever understand.